reactions to violence..

when i was on my way to sabathani, i expected to see lots of flyers about renee nicole good's death. i seen the normal sign that was put up before her death that says "STOP KILLING OUR NEIGHBORS" then a little down the road (i don't remember that well exactly where), i seen a few posters taped up that said "RIP RENEE NICOLE GOOD" with a picture of renee on it. i answered a few calls asking if we delivered food for people since they were obviously too afraid to leave their homes and i had to tell them we don't offer that service but people were allowed to pick up food for people who couldn't go and get it themselves. only pca's though. i kinda feel sorry for these people who are too afraid to leave their homes just to get food. i probably wouldn't have that same problem if i lived in minneapolis still, i don't have much to lose if ice or some other dick were to kidnap me. i don't really have anything to look forward to anymore either. SO.. NOTHING TO LOSE! although my spirit would be irritated at my mom pretending to care about me to get sympathy- which i KNOW she would to get attention. did you care this much about me when dad was kicking you and you used ME as a SHIELD when i was an infant? no? didn't think so. shaddup.